it’s cool when you are derived of sleep for weeks, you can no longer feel the sleepiness and becomes hyperactive.
and it’s even cooler when something bad happens too many times, you can swallow the pain so effortlessly like you have grown immune to it.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
yup. it’s all my fault. it’s my fault that it got cancelled. it’s all my idea.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you and you have all you right to spread the news around, degrading me with all the authority you have. who wouldn’t agree with you?
Can't you see that you're smothering me even when they’re forced to
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take i noe i can’t stop all your fucking shit. so i’m no longer gonna listen to you anymore. and you and you and you and you and you. and most importantly you. bitch.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there you are the worst of them all
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
too bad im born in the same world as you
