this is getting very weird. and awkward. i think have to verbalize it. (i hope i used the correct word.. verbalize..) its getting very disturbing. and i hope u are not reading this. im sure you are not reading this, since im not even important to u. and u dunno i have a blog right? even if you know, u dont know the url. n the other ppl who are reading this 
don’t guess who the person is. 99% you will get it wrong. trust me. 
okay whatever.
why do i always have this feeling inside me when i talk to you, look at you or think of you? btw i don’t think its the feeling of love or wtv bullshitcrap. n i don't really think of you that often but each time i does, i can feel my heart itching. its like i have something to tell you. but i dont know what to say. maybe i do know exactly what i want to say but im too afraid to say so. and its so hard to start a conversation with u since i don’t really know you very well. oh well… 
maybe it’s like what others told me, its just too hard for others to understand what im talking about. so im sure something is wrong with me. am i too much an introvert? 
but ms sylva find me talkative in class.
i hope after writing this post the disturbing feeling will go away. ._________________________.
and i really need someone whom i can talk to in school. all the good teachers are gone and all the better teachers are not erm.. within my reach? lol nvm. i got to know mr low kwee peng while i was boarding in term one. he calls me bat man when he seems me. im not sure why, but i think maybe i did some bad stuff while i was in boarding. 
i chat with him before, he seems to be a nice and understanding teacher. and he is like super caring, always come and ask me about canoeing and see if im coping well. but sadly he doesn’t teach me lol. added him on facebook recently. i just pray that he teach me some day. so that i can have a heart-to-heart talk with him. 
btw i think he looks like mr james lim.
im a big fat loser. ._________________.
you can burn my hair
cut me anywhere
bla bla bla
